There is little to no Asian representation in the mainstream media, especially in The Netherlands, and this causes problems. Unlike America, The Netherlands is not moving forward towards inclusivity. What is being shown are only stereotypes that create a certain view on how people think and act towards Asians. On the streets random strangers yell “Cunt Chinese” (Kut Chinees) "Ching, Chang, Chong ", and more racial slurs. In elementary school we are taught "Hankie Pankie Shanghai” and the teachers would tell us that it’s a " Chinese "birthday song and children will make slit eyes when singing it. (It doesn’t have a meaning)
When I was younger I was very embarrassed because I am Chinese. The fact that I have monolids, the food I eat, and when people were saying racial slurs to me. I was also bullied a lot because I am Chinese. I thought that the fact that I am Chinese was a disadvantage and this was the problem of the bullying. I didn’t want to be Chinese anymore. This caused depression and a lot of anxiety for me. When I think about this now I find it shocking that I had thoughts like this, because that’s exactly why I am fighting for racism towards Asians. I grew up now, and now I’m not ashamed anymore of who I am.
People don’t realize that these racial slurs can really hurt someone. The fact that it resulted in that I was are ashamed of who I am, and being ashamed of my own culture. Even to this day, I deal with people who yell racial slurs to me.
People don’t take this seriously and they will tell me that “It’s just a joke, don’t be so sensitive”, “There are bigger problems than this”. But when I spoke up, people also thanked me that I spoke up about this issue because it has been ignored by the masses.
So this resulted in being published at several websites, and people who wanted to interview me because I spoke up. I was also nominated for “De Jonge 100” (the young 100) in 2019 in the category “visionairs”https://www.funx.nl/news/funx/41964-poepchinees-sambal-bij-of-spleetoog-aziaten-pikken-het-niet-langer https://www.meerdanbabipangang.nl/int-rui-jun-luong/ I also spoke about this at Pakhuis de Zwijger in Amsterdam. https://www.facebook.com/events/1149916785203290/ I'm also in Pete Wu's book, "Bananengeneratie" (Bananageneration) which is about the Chinese in The Netherlands which was released in 2019! https://dasmag.nl/shop/pete-wu-de-bananengeneratie
For my graduation project I wanted to do something with what I’ve been doing in my spare time. Speaking up about racism towards Asians, and creating awareness for this.
I remember not having any role models when growing up, and not wanting to be Chinese anymore. This is something I want to prevent for the future generation. A future where there are no stereotypes, and which is inclusive for everyone. In the media they portray Asians/Chinese people as “weird” as if we are not people. I want to change this view of what people have about Asians in the Western media. I want to show that we Asians can be shown as “normal” people in the media, and not the stereotypes what is shown now.
A lot of people often forget that Chinese people are not the only “Asians”. There are over 48+- different countries in Asia. So I want to organize various photo shoots with 20 different individuals with all a different Asian background and create a “Guess who” to make a statement that not all Asians look the same. With this game, I also want to open a discussion. To show that we are not the stereotype that many people think.
When playing the game, you have to look closely at the people how they look. They all have different features, and they are all different people. The thing that they all have in common is that they have roots from Asia. But, they are more than their background. They are people, and they have their own stories, backgrounds and this is also something I want to tell the audience. They are all an individual, instead of thinking that they are all the same.